WHY AM I AFRAID TO SPEAK IN ENGLISH
Hi everybody! This time, I want to share with all of you
about my weakness in my journey live life.
First of all, check out this video =)
Pu3; u all! I want to speak English with u all! Who want to
join me?
Fatrah; sure!
Nelly; yup, ofcours I want!
Bella; can la..can..
Pu3; I like English language so much and I will try to speak
with good even I can little bit, little bit
Azwan; stop it pu3! U sound like an idiot! Speak malay
sudah..
Pu3; how could you said like that to me huh?!
Azwan; hey.. relax lah. You are the one who trying to
speaking with me like an idiot. Oops! Sorry. I was just trying to help you out.
Pu3; but by calling me an idiot?!!! You will be my ex-best
friend! It’s over!
Azwan; pu3,, pu3,, wait.. Come on… pu3!!
Since that tragedy, I decide to not say anything with him
and other people and quiet from speaking in English language with other
friends. I was worried about rumors spreading about me. I always feel people
laughing behind my back. It was a horrible time in my life. I’m very afraid to
speaking English.
I was tried to tell my lovely friends in email about my
problem. He is very kind with me. Sometimes advising me and help me to
improving my English. One day, I told him that I fear embarrassment when speaking
in English. Then she told me like this “relax
Puteri, I have a Mexican friend who basically had the same problem. You don't
need to be embarrassed of your English.
It is your second language, not your first right? Americans would most
definitely have trouble learning Chinese. Lol. When in conversation, confidence
doesn't matter when it comes to speaking a certain language. A language
shouldn't be a charismatic goal, it's an educational one.. You've accomplished
one of the hardest languages in the world (Chinese being the first, at that).
People aren't going to make fun of your slip-ups in a conversation, they'll
understand. :) They'll probably laugh with you, because it's funny (in a
non-insulting way). You can also gain the confidence you desire by these
mistakes. It's similar to, "you don't know how to ride a bike until your
knee is bloody." I wish you luck on your next conversation, and
congratulations on Learning English. :) Also, good luck on Slang in the English
Language... hahahaha!! That's what makes this language so damn complicated.
Lol. Hope this helps, love you dear :) ”
Next is why am I afraid to speak in English is I feeling
nervous in public speaking. Sometimes when I look at audience when present, I
just acting like I good person in the same time my hands are shaking but not to
noticeable and my knees are going week. That’s why I try to walking at the in
front. Huhuhuhuu~
While watching television, at the bottom there is definitely
a subtitle in English. However, I rarely read
them. I only hear and see the story progress. I
do not try to
read it because I'm afraid miss
a scene. and when
the English drama, I read subtitle wither.
This makes me weak
in the English language. I was
afraid of. I'm afraid to try.
By the way, I would have dramatically improved my
English language in the future. I will share how
I wanna improve my dream to speak in
English in “What Should I Do To Improve My Public Speaking” insyaAllah coming soon. ByeJ
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